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Sometimes I think I'm a complete failure.
Have you read about the kids who win the Intel Science competition? Why can't I do that? Here I am, trying to write a stupid science project procedure for stupid PJAS about bacteria and resistance. I'm so elementary, so untalented, such an underachiever. What am I good at? Who am I? Where to I belong? What do I want to do? These are the questions I constantly ask myself. Crying has become a daily ritual, I cannot live without it. I am so pathetic, I can't force myself to stop crying and go do something.
I hate hurting my dad, but he hurts me, too.
We're hosting a student from the University of Inner Mongolia next weekend. More Chinese practice, yay.
WHY DO I PITY MYSELF SO MUCH??
October 30 2005, 17:59:42 UTC 6 years ago
As for why you can't do all of those things: you can do other things. If you were good at everything and smallass and could are in university already, would still be you? Don't fret over it. I've gotten tired of being what everyone else wants me to be, and if anything, just be yourself. *hugs*
I'm practicing Chinese too. Maybe we can practice together?